I lost my brother four years ago, in January. He was always there for us and then one day he was gone from congestive heart failure and pneumonia. Never got the chance to say good bye. I can never get over his loss. And I know to this day what you are going through. My parents are still not the same. My wedding this year brought a happiness to their faces that was long lost since my brother died. If only for a little while, I could see their happiness and a sense of it is okay to let go. My brothers music and dance will always play a part in our hearts. If only people would have recognized and acknowledged him for his accomplishments, maybe he would have gone to a doctor in time.